A longing....

I have received word via text that my brother has become a parent at last. I have been indirectly following the progress of this event through my mother because I am not a part of that "Awsome" family. My heart aches that I will most likely never be allowed to be a part of this little one's life. I hope that some year I will be permitted to see her in person and maybe even tell her I am her "favorite auntie" like my sisters will. Maybe someone can secretly give her a small kiss on her forehead for me? I miss her already.